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whatever works
01:24
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I hate my bills, they keep on piling up
I hate the cost of getting older
I paid the price of independence
Oooh, oh boy, I wish the end comes closer
But then it doesn’t
It keeps on repeating
And I’m so fucking pissed
But we keep on believing
Whatever works
And then it doesn’t
It keeps on repeating
And I’m so fucking pissed
But we keep on believing
Whatever works
And then it doesn’t
It keeps on repeating
And I’m so fucking pissed
But we keep on believing
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I met this really cute girl from Brewster Hall
We get along so great and she’s all I’m thinking about
The way that it sounds when she calls my name
She said, “don’t you like guys?”
I said, “yeah, I don’t mind but I really like you“
She said, “boy, me too and I’m glad you’re mine”
I was working front desk at Brewster Hall
She swiped her ID, and she’s all I’m thinking about
Since her picture came out
Her sugar sweet smile and those hazel eyes
She said, “don’t you like guys?”
I said, “yeah, I don’t mind but I really like you“
She said, “boy, me too and I’m glad you’re mine”
At Brewster Hall
At Brewster Ha-aaa-aaa-aall
At Brewster Hall
At Brewster Ha-aaa-aaa-aall
At Brewster Hall
At Brewster Ha-aaa-aaa-aall
At Brewster Hall
At Brewster Ha-aaa-aaa-aall
I said, “girl, you’re so kind and I don’t think I’d mind
If we kept this for a while and it’s all on your time”
I know that way down the line
I’ll tell my stories about you
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How sweet does it sound when you call me a whore?
Degrade me for my looks and come back for more
An object, a project, a fantasy
Tell me “no one fucks you good like me”
Lead me on and put me on a leash
The color of my skin is the only thing you like about me
But I’ve been too blind to see
This is just a game and
I don’t know how
I don’t know how
To say goodbye
I don’t know how
How sweet does it sound when I call you a good girl?
Let me come and fuck up your world
I love the way that you roll your eyes back
Clench your toes
Don’t you dare bite back
Lead you on and put you on a leash
I love it when you run your dirty little mouth but please
Don’t get too close to me
This is just a game and
I don’t know how
I don’t know how
To say goodbye
I don’t know how
And the worst part is none of this is real
And it’s so hard to make you make you want me
And the worst part is none of this is real
And it’s so hard to make you make you want me
I don’t know how
I don’t know how
To say goodbye
I don’t know how
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Driving all night with you
Driving all night with you
We got caught by the cops trespassing on our old school lot
Driving all night with you
Driving down your old street
Looking at the Lower East Side
Hoping that you’re happy, or at least alright
And I was only eighteen, I’m not a teen no more
I saw someone like you, felt compelled to write you
Take me back to
Driving all night with you
Driving all night with you
We got caught by the cops trespassing on our old school lot
Driving all night with you
Driving all night with you
Driving all night with you
We got caught by the cops trespassing on our old school lot
Driving all night with you
Moving across the world is the most dreadful thing you can do
A 37-hour flight just so that you can seek better opportunity
In a place that you know is gonna give you
Everything that you’ve always wanted
And there’s no running away
Mom and Dad aren’t there anymore, you have to fend for yourself
It’s crazy, but, I think it might be worth it
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Moving across the world is the most dreadful thing you can do
A 37-hour flight just so that you can seek better opportunity
In a place that you know is gonna give you everything
That you’ve always wanted
And there’s no running away
Mom and Dad aren’t there anymore, you have to fend for yourself
It’s crazy, but, I think it might be worth it
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6. |
tryhard
02:53
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It’s been a wild time getting myself together
Living alone has been stressing me out without a doubt
But we live by the skyline
We made it through
Our bad days are behind us
Cheers to you
But lately
It sounds like your life got a little bit crazy
The stress in your mind made it a little bit hazy
But you don’t have to try hard
$5000 debt
I can barely stay erect
Sildenafil, fluoxetine, I needed more than oxygen
Trauma from a [gangbang], orgies and a mad man
This city is a fucking mess and LA is an equal wreck
Mom, Dad, pick up the phone
Nothing ever feels like home
Convoluted, petrified, is it like this all the time?
I just need to find my pride
Do I need an alibi?
My cranium is fragile
Fuck it though, that’s life
But lately
It sounds like your life got a little bit crazy
The stress in your mind made it a little bit hazy
But you don’t have to try hard
But lately
It sounds like your life got a little bit crazy
The stress in your mind made it a little bit hazy
But you don’t have to try hard
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7. |
liability
03:43
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Honestly you’re a liability
There is no space in my bank account
For you and your friends amounts
Honestly you’re a liability
There is no space in my bank account
I need to know exact amounts
When did I score so low?
What’s a personal loan?
My money endowed when I bought you a crown
If I make it I’mma spend it, there ain’t no way to end it
I’m draining every penny every time I get a paycheck
I live a life of luxury so I can feel like royalty
Spending all my royalties on Nobu upper east
Now, the only change I kept
Pockets full of common sense
Guess you can’t buy happiness
All you end up with is debt
Now I stuff every last dollar in my mattress
Now I’m only barely twenty
But the bills are adding up
I asked my dad for help
But then he called me on my bluff
I wasn't even lying
This life is terrifying
If teardrops equaled dollars
I would spend the whole day crying
Now, there’s barely 50 cents
And I missed my bus to Penn
I'll be outta luck unless
I write a hit or reassess
I'm on 42nd tryna learn my lesson
Honestly you’re a liability
There is no space in my bank account
For you and your friends amounts
Honestly you’re a liability
There is no space in my bank account
I need to know exact amounts
When did I score so low?
(Low, low, low, low)
What’s a personal loan?
(Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh)
My money endowed when I bought you a crown
(Ooooh, oooh, oooh, oooh)
Woooooo!
I want you to be my baby daddy
Yeah, I really want to marry you, wooohooo!
Lovely
Haha
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Mmm, I’m running away, away, away, yeah
Oh, I’m running away
Five, six, seven, eight
I can’t explain how things have changed
I don’t watch TV anymore
Cause now I got bills to pay
I made my Mom pay dues she cannot afford
Even though it’s scary
It’s something I have to ignore
No, I will get out of this hole, I swear
But, I’m upset because I’m feel like
I’m losing grip over myself, a little bit
Like, this last week I’ve been exhausted
Absolutely drained, exhausted
I’m so tired, I don’t even wanna go to class
Um, I’ve had laundry sitting in the fucking washer for two days
I just put it in the dryer
I gotta fold all that shit
Um, I’m just depressed
I’ll keep running, running, running, running away
I’m running away
My problems are always here to stay
Running, running away
I’m running away
I’m running away
My problems are always here to stay
I’m running away
Running running away
My problems are always here to stay
Running running away
I’m running away
I’m running away
I miss my Dad and my Mommy’s away
I wish I could help my sister
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9. |
i hate being cool
03:33
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What, what’s funny?
It’s funny I fucking meant' it
Your fucking face
Oooooooh
She said she ain’t got no nipple
Fuck
I just miss my Fridays
Spend my whole day sideways
No one wonders where or when or how I’ve been
I just spent my payday at some stupid party
They asked if I’m an artist
I say please don’t talk about it
There’s something ‘bout the center of attention
Begs for intervention
Oh, I forgot to tell you that I hate being cool
So please don’t tell your friends, ‘think we should just pretend
I’m not nothing new and I hate being cool for me
But there was nothing good about the way it used to be
I forgot to mention, I don’t want your number or your Instagram
Or, God forbid, your OnlyFans
I’m not in the mood to answer all your questions
I beg for intervention, makes me wanna mention
Oh, I forgot to tell you that I hate being cool
So please don’t tell your friends, ‘think we should just pretend
I’m not nothing new and I hate being cool for me
But there was nothing good about the way it used to be
Done
It was that easy!
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You’re a Weezer fan, you don’t have sex
Can you please just?
That’s why I was soft about it
I didn’t wanna insult you like that
Shhhhhh, you’re disturbing the process
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11. |
stuck in san antonio
02:33
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21 hours, expecting eternity of life and laughter
I caught you drinking and driving
I looked for my passport
It’s not what I asked for but it’s all because
Maybe this isn’t my crowd or I don’t like the person I’m after
Why did I think about coming down if it didn’t matter to you?
I ask because
How did I end up stuck in San Antonio?
Was it my fault?
Did we make that trip too early or were we bound to fall?
In San Antonio
Don’t tell me how you got dumped or how your friends fell in love
Or how I possibly like your best friend sitting across
I’m trying to figure you out, I hate that I’m having doubts
I called your number last night to say I left your town
How did I end up stuck in San Antonio?
Was it my fault?
Did we make that trip too early or were we bound to fall?
In San Antonio
You can put that at the end of a song now, hahaha
This is Rufus, um, I just wanted to say hi
Alright, bye
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12. |
everybody hates me
02:26
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Why does everybody look at me that way?
Was it something else or something that I said?
Do I gotta go and make another change?
Yeah, I don’t even like myself cause you don’t even like me
Do you believe me now?
I had to fix myself somehow
Wish I had common sense to disconnect
But, everybody hates me, they don’t really say it
Woah
Everybody hates me, they don’t really say it
Woah
Can we just pretend like we don’t talk about it?
Wish you would’ve told me what you knew about it
But, everybody hates me, they don’t really say it
Woah
I need to think about
If it’s embarrassing to tell
Them all of my problems, if I can solve them
Before I hurt myself some more
Do you believe me now?
I had to fix myself somehow
Wish I had common sense to disconnect
But, everybody hates me, they don’t really say it
Woah
Everybody hates me, they don’t really say it
Woah
Can we just pretend like we don’t talk about it?
I wish you would’ve told me what you knew about it
Wo-oa-aa-a-oh
Everybody hates me, they don’t really say it
Woah
Everybody hates me, they don’t really say it
I’ve been on my own, I’ve been crying in my basement
I can see you smile when I’m anxious
No, I would rather die than be patient
Everybody hates me, they don’t really say it
I’ve been on my own, I’ve been crying in my basement
I can see you smile when I’m anxious
I would rather die
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